Story of a Girl
by Sara Zarr

    STORY OF A GIRL by Sara Zarr
    Category:  Contemporary
    Age Recommendation:  Grades 9+
    Release Date:  1/10/07
    Publisher:  Little, Brown
    Reviewed by:  Amber Gibson
    Rating:  5 Stars


    Have you ever done something that you wish you could take back? Something that changed your life forever?

    We've all been there. We've all done something that we regret. Just like all of us, Deanna was once caught doing
    something that she wasn't proud of. Unfortunately for her, it almost ruined her teen years. Just one dumb relationship,
    sprinkled with naiveté and trust, and suddenly Deanna finds herself with the vulgar label of the school whore. It wasn't
    what she'd asked for; she'd only ever been with one guy. But the stories just won't stop. Like a horrible rerun of a
    hated sitcom, it seems like everywhere she turns, Deanna is confronted with what she did one night in a boy's car--
    and the fact that her father caught her doing it.

    Deanna's story is touching, and the worst example of how one event can seem to define a person's life. But like the
    fighter she is, Deanna tries to move on and just live her life as normally as possible, with her two best friends and her
    family. But her family life isn't exactly picturesque. Her older brother, his wife Stacy, and their baby daughter are living
    in the basement. Her father is always arguing with Stacy, and Deanna thinks that he hates Stacy almost as much as he
    hates her since that fateful night when Deanna's life fell apart. Her mother loves her and tries so hard to give Deanna
    the care that she needs, but somehow it doesn't quite make up for the fact that their family is just barely scraping by.
    On top of all that, Deanna doesn't know if she'll ever make it out of Pacifica, a little dump of a town in the otherwise
    glamorous state of California.

    After sophomore year is over, Deanna is stuck at home all summer. To get out of the house and keep her busy, she
    gets her first job at a little local pizza parlor. There, she discovers that the same boy who came so close ruining her life
    three years earlier is now her co-worker. While she struggles to understand her feelings towards him, she is also
    struggling at home to live with the strange family arrangement and someday find a way out.

    Over the course of the summer, Deanna learns a lot about herself, her friends, and her family. By the time she returns
    to high school as a junior, she has a much better understanding of who she is, and that nobody else can define her.
    Sara Zarr did a wonderful job of creating Deanna, such a vulnerable character whose thoughts and actions are so
    believable. Never again will I judge somebody from a story I once heard about them, after seeing Deanna's account
    of just how much that can hurt.